Moving to a new house? Can u imagine that?

Hey everyone, I am going to move to KL due to the shifting of my college..
Damn sad right? Dunno how should I react??

First of all, I should be happy or sad? Sometimes I really feel the excitement as I got the chance to stay with my friends, can have girl talk session every nite.. Being the part of family with my friends.

BUT!! What if everything didnt go on smoothly?? What if I cant adapt to the environment?
Dear shud be ok as he is quite happy with the shifting. This I could understand as he did those moving since young..

I'm not!! Since 1st day I born to tis world, I start my daily life and routine in my house.. Till the day I'm in relationship with my dear, I stay between these two houses and it is ok for me as everything seems to be so fine.. no money worries, I saw my parents and grandparent everyday..

Actually, all of this dun really bother me till last friday where my grandpa admitted into hospital.. Everything seems to be so emotional. I start to afraid that what if anything happen when I'm in KL? When the moment I went to visit my grandpa, he seems to be so happy and for tis I suddenly felt that my grandpa was old enough that it is the time for me to take care of him.. Felt so desperate for that particular moment..

Nothing gonna change for this current situation. What can I do is keep going and take good care of myself. This is what I can do on behalf on my family. I have to even I cant make it as for one minutes I act independant in front of them, they will, at least not so worry about me..

This is the day that I actually feel like blogging cos tis is what I could not express out to anyone. It is just so personal that I could only wrote it out instead of voicing out. >.<